R1

This is called r1 coz this is one f the most releveant one i v written till now..


prologue:this post mayb wierd u can skip it :P

Dude this is an ode to u.

hmmm...

K,,
There are very few people on this earth who can keep u on your toes and there are fewer who can make u jump up and down ,fewer are those who you can trust for life and fewer are those who are not ambitious.

I used to think that all my friends should be frrm atleast one of these categories...but i never realised one thing..that they too need a friend a loyal one or a trusy one or say all th blah blah qualities wallah(if u just started readin frm this line ..like i do at time,refer above)...

So as i was sayin,i always expect a certain set f qualities in ma frnz,senseless absolutely really,since i hav never really bothered to asses myself or what kind of a friend i am..or say what kind of a frien they think i am...there are f couse those moments of introspection when uv fkd up smthin wit ur frnd by sayin th wrong things and u wanna make up...but thats always an instinct..thats me tryin to b a perfect man..But there are rarely instances where i admit to him that im not doin wat he/she expects me to do or that im helpless when it comes to correctin myself..
This whole train of thoughts came to me when i was talkin to my very good frnd..well thts fr my part(fr nw i hpe)..There is absolutely no reason tht anyone else may fiind the relationship between us anything else other than close..though the irony remains that frndship is never really close until the other guy knows how much u appreciate him.
Me as i have been brought up,have never learned to compliment smone or something,our alternative is to do it the sarcastic way..strangely my way f appreciating ppl is by buggin their life,an action which i may end up repenting fr life..
Well this is not abt me,so here i go...its always hard fr smone to feel insignificant or worthless eventhough it may not be the case or maynot have been intended,and its often not a very good habit to prolong the pain either...its about time i told ma broken ass tat its abt time i started puttin sme sense in ma head and start treatin ppl they way they deserve....

Well as they say,""as u sow so shall u reap""