Monday, August 13, 2007

R1

This is called r1 coz this is one f the most releveant one i v written till now..


prologue:this post mayb wierd u can skip it :P

Dude this is an ode to u.

hmmm...

K,,
There are very few people on this earth who can keep u on your toes and there are fewer who can make u jump up and down ,fewer are those who you can trust for life and fewer are those who are not ambitious.

I used to think that all my friends should be frrm atleast one of these categories...but i never realised one thing..that they too need a friend a loyal one or a trusy one or say all th blah blah qualities wallah(if u just started readin frm this line ..like i do at time,refer above)...

So as i was sayin,i always expect a certain set f qualities in ma frnz,senseless absolutely really,since i hav never really bothered to asses myself or what kind of a friend i am..or say what kind of a frien they think i am...there are f couse those moments of introspection when uv fkd up smthin wit ur frnd by sayin th wrong things and u wanna make up...but thats always an instinct..thats me tryin to b a perfect man..But there are rarely instances where i admit to him that im not doin wat he/she expects me to do or that im helpless when it comes to correctin myself..
This whole train of thoughts came to me when i was talkin to my very good frnd..well thts fr my part(fr nw i hpe)..There is absolutely no reason tht anyone else may fiind the relationship between us anything else other than close..though the irony remains that frndship is never really close until the other guy knows how much u appreciate him.
Me as i have been brought up,have never learned to compliment smone or something,our alternative is to do it the sarcastic way..strangely my way f appreciating ppl is by buggin their life,an action which i may end up repenting fr life..
Well this is not abt me,so here i go...its always hard fr smone to feel insignificant or worthless eventhough it may not be the case or maynot have been intended,and its often not a very good habit to prolong the pain either...its about time i told ma broken ass tat its abt time i started puttin sme sense in ma head and start treatin ppl they way they deserve....

Well as they say,""as u sow so shall u reap""

this is fun

Wat i dint realise the most is that i luv typin as much as i luv talkin no matter wat it is about...well the same applies to my exams too..not that i luv writing them but neways u got th point,,..Too much digression..lets see,THE point is that i luv typing ,as much as a workaholic loves workin and as much as vinay loves studyi...i do this for fun..no matter wat ppl think of it ,or even wat I think of it.As mentioned earlier i hav laughrd at half my blogs ,with images of myself and a wheel chair tumbling down a cliff(similar to the pink panther scene :) poppin in and out f ma head...Cant blame anyone fr thinkin like tat..:)..
WELL IM DIGRESSIN AGAIN...
th point is(2),bloggin is awesome fun no matter wat u blog abt..there was this incredibly awesom blog that i read:written by an iitian,it was the funniest one i had ever read.The way writing can b made so intersting has been so mercilessly exploited by him...I luvd it so much that i spent an entire day readin all his blogs...it had everything ..humour +techie name it u hav it...THIS WHOLE piece f shit is an ode to him...srry dude this is th best i can cme up wit fr now :-)....


SO PPL CHEK OUT TH LINK BLOGIIT

Sunday, August 12, 2007

yet another one...

Im really an amateur at this..so hav no words abt my blog..really!!its pathetic to the extent that the moment i finish reading it,i start having second thoughts about keeping it...only god kows how many i have deleted..:P..
As usual all my blogs begin with loads of crap and end with the same and with a little crap in the middle....

middle:
Today i was thinking about what kind of job i wanted...well to say the least what according to me would be a good job..i had absolutely no idea...then i realised what i was doin was totally fruitless since i would have no choice but to go for any job i get,not because my family is livin in a dumpster or anything but becos im too lazy to do anything at all...Its not news but still i like the pang when i say that to myself..
Well as usual im tired f thinkin such stuff that requires a certain amount of intellectual capability ,so i decided to watch a movie with my friend who told me tht it takes him a certain amount of effort to click on the most coveted file formats ever( this rating was not made by the TOI),,!!I really dont understand the logic behind why people wouldnt watch movies...then it was all blah blah blah and then after borin the wits out of him ,,,i gulped some food down my throat(thakfully none of which wer made in our mess..straight from the bakery..) and decided to go the intellectual way..got too tired by about 5:30.(i ate at 5.15)..ahh all this typin makes me hungry....

Friday, August 10, 2007

MIDLIFE CRISIS

Well uu might b wonderin if im overly pessimistic about things well,,......IM!!...lets see..this is my sevent semester the time fr ma placements and the right time for ma back to give away....talk about sheer luck!!!I was initially torn away wen th doc said tht i d hav to b on complete bed rest...fr atleast 1 month...god KNOWS how docs think....The very next week after i spent time on wat i likd doint h most,S;eepin.,i went to th doc and he told me tht i can start walkin....FRANKLY ,even after swearin at th doc fr makin me a bed bug fr th past week,i started swearin bak after he cancelled ma bed rest....hu can blame me?????well to top it all off he said tht I should lie down after i attend my class..WTF??...MAN lifes crual alright .,but im thankful tht god has still kept me in one piece..HPN TO GET WELL SOON,ME SIGNIN OFF....
PS:some ppl hav started swearin at me for my immature behaviour (aka breakin ma back.!!yah ytemme abt it!),there was one person hu told me hw irresponsible i was..well ppl i did nothing,for th record""...